update on baby

well i went to the dr on the 13. it went well. i am measuring back to where i am supposed to be, the app. before i was measuring 2 in. bigger he said he would keep an eye on it but this last app. i was back to where i should be. the baby was probably just sitting funny in there or something. my next app. i have to get my strep b test done and he is going to start checking me to see if i am dialating or anything like that. i have 5 weeks left. i go every week starting on the 27. CRAZY. i can not believe how fast the time goes. just seems like yesterday we were just finding out that we were pregnant. and now she will be here any time. we are very excited for to come but very nervous. i am still preparing my mind for birth for we have decided to go natural. it is not to show off to people or anything like that, it is just that i dont want an epidural. although i am keeping an open mind and if something happens and need an epi, or i absolutly cant handle the pain and still can one then i will. but other than that it is a no go for the epi. i am not scared for labor. well not yet hehehe, but i am scared for the after fact of what women have to go through after a baby comes. dont know why i am so scared of a natural thing that happens when a baby comes. but maybe for the fact of people saying how long it lasts and how heavy!!!!